Random Thoughts
I'm not into lengthy posts so here you go...
#1 I think that Arab parents are miserable by default (generally speaking) and thats why they make their children miserable. They have nothing else in their lives except their kids, everything has to do with their kids, everything revolves around their kids. Thats why they often get too sensitive and they start personalizing everything, thinking that because they dedicated their life (its not always an optional decision) to their kids they might as well have the right to take their children's. Had they other goals in their lives, other "life" lets say maybe things wouldn't have gotten this bad. Just a personal opinion, don't bite me.
#2 It's funny how we sometimes say or do things that are totally not us! and it makes us look so stupid...so damn stupid and we regret it especially when we do that infront of someone we've just met, or sometimes infront of someone who we care about. We fear that this will make them change their minds.
#3 As much as I'm looking forward to my trip to Jordan, and how it feels to be home, I'm anticipating the pain I will shortly feel. Being home, as in the land, the air and everything JORDAN but not being home in terms of people, I've never felt home in terms of people anyway. Its hard not to stay at your own house let alone being looked at as plainly a young girl who is struggling to be nice to everybody so that they won't talk badly about her behind their back once she's gone, as if they forget sometimes that I'm their very same cousin and thats why I'm moving around the house trying to prove to them that I'm not a girl, I'm their cousin, period. They don't have to feel too shy nor they have to flirt! It hurts when relatives make assumptions and judge you, and I hate this "If my brother proposed to you will you accept it?" thingie. I just hope I won't have to go through any of this this time, it's supposed to be a vacation people!!
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#1 I think that Arab parents are miserable by default (generally speaking) and thats why they make their children miserable. They have nothing else in their lives except their kids, everything has to do with their kids, everything revolves around their kids. Thats why they often get too sensitive and they start personalizing everything, thinking that because they dedicated their life (its not always an optional decision) to their kids they might as well have the right to take their children's. Had they other goals in their lives, other "life" lets say maybe things wouldn't have gotten this bad. Just a personal opinion, don't bite me.
#2 It's funny how we sometimes say or do things that are totally not us! and it makes us look so stupid...so damn stupid and we regret it especially when we do that infront of someone we've just met, or sometimes infront of someone who we care about. We fear that this will make them change their minds.
#3 As much as I'm looking forward to my trip to Jordan, and how it feels to be home, I'm anticipating the pain I will shortly feel. Being home, as in the land, the air and everything JORDAN but not being home in terms of people, I've never felt home in terms of people anyway. Its hard not to stay at your own house let alone being looked at as plainly a young girl who is struggling to be nice to everybody so that they won't talk badly about her behind their back once she's gone, as if they forget sometimes that I'm their very same cousin and thats why I'm moving around the house trying to prove to them that I'm not a girl, I'm their cousin, period. They don't have to feel too shy nor they have to flirt! It hurts when relatives make assumptions and judge you, and I hate this "If my brother proposed to you will you accept it?" thingie. I just hope I won't have to go through any of this this time, it's supposed to be a vacation people!!
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